ok, so i dont have a specific eating disorder with a name or anything, but i do have serious problems with food and my weight... im already like a stone underweight and yet everytime i look in the mirror i grimace, because all i see is how much weight i need to lose. I eat then starve, eat then starve but i can never keep it up for long. I did try making myself throw up once or twice but i felt so damn ashamed of myself afterwards, i just couldnt. I want to know how to stop feeling this way, i cant talk to my family or friends and id feel weird talking to a doctor or a nutritionist or something. Any advice? please reply!
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