i am a 50 year old german woman and my eating disorders started in my teenager years and followed me all my live. sometimes i had times where i puked to 20 to 30 times a day. i quit when my body was totally exhausted. right now i am doing it not at all on a day but then i dont eat nothing all day or i have times i am puking up to 10 times a day and usually i stop then because i get so easily exhausted and i can't do it 20 times or more.
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