SO I have been bullimic for 10 years. I want to be done. I do not want to ever find myself with my head in the frigde looking for something to make me feel better...or with my head over the toilet purging. Is there anything that anyone found that helped them move on with their lives into recovery? I am currently jobless, without a boyfriend, and I am not in any program yet. I think that maybe starting a meal plan and sticking to it would help me, because I know I work really well with structure. Right now my life has no structure...which makes sense why I am so depressed and not getting better. Any suggestions I will welcome. I know I have been hanging on to my ED as a way to not move on with my life. But I am ready to move on. I am ready to put it all behind me. I just need some help.
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