im really new to this site and im just lookin for some advice...i ended up in hospital about a month ago because my bulemia got realy bad. up till this point no-one new that i had this illness as they like to call it. now that im out of hospital and everyone knows, i feel like im been watchd constantly when i eat or when i go the toilet. ive kept my food down for nearly 3 weeks now and im finding it very difficult to cope with. i cnt be happy knowing that there is food inside my body and also knowing that it is going to put weight on me. i feel that im trapped because it would be like letting everybody down if i make my self throw up. any advise or can any1 tell how they have dealt with this situation?
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