Eating Disorders Support Group
Eating disorders are marked by an obsessive need to control the intake and/or purging of food. This community is dedicated to those struggling on the road to recovery. Join to discuss your experience with others and find support. Get advice, ask questions, and meet others who are going through similar struggles.
The Binge
It happened again.
The binge, I mean.
A fully fledged one this time,
I dont do things in halves.
It just came at me.
Out of nowhere.
Came quickly and left me stranded.
Wham, bam, thank you maam.
And now what?
Disgusted and dirty,
I sit and wait.
It will be back again.
I anticipate it,
Feel a little high.
Almost as if I want it.
I deserve it.
It happened again.
The binge, I mean.
A fully fledged one this time,
I dont do things in halves.
It just came at me.
Out of nowhere.
Came quickly and left me stranded.
Wham, bam, thank you maam.
And now what?
Disgusted and dirty,
I sit and wait.
It will be back again.
I anticipate it,
Feel a little high.
Almost as if I want it.
I deserve it.
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I have been here before, a long long time ago and now I am back.Forgive me for not just saying what I want to say,even under a triple dose of antidepressants it is still raw and seeping and I am hesitant at revealing it as at least under the bandages around my heart I don,t have to look at how raw and wounded.My child was cleaved from my heart by his own actions. my child of ten,turning eleven...
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
And no you do not deserve it.