
Eating Disorders Support Group
Eating disorders are marked by an obsessive need to control the intake and/or purging of food. This community is dedicated to those struggling on the road to recovery. Join to discuss your experience with others and find support. Get advice, ask questions, and meet others who are going through similar struggles.

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The Binge
It happened again.
The binge, I mean.
A fully fledged one this time,
I dont do things in halves.
It just came at me.
Out of nowhere.
Came quickly and left me stranded.
Wham, bam, thank you maam.
And now what?
Disgusted and dirty,
I sit and wait.
It will be back again.
I anticipate it,
Feel a little high.
Almost as if I want it.
I deserve it.
It happened again.
The binge, I mean.
A fully fledged one this time,
I dont do things in halves.
It just came at me.
Out of nowhere.
Came quickly and left me stranded.
Wham, bam, thank you maam.
And now what?
Disgusted and dirty,
I sit and wait.
It will be back again.
I anticipate it,
Feel a little high.
Almost as if I want it.
I deserve it.
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And no you do not deserve it.