I know I eat for comfort although I know it isn't right. Eat to live, not live to eat. How often I have heard that. I am surrounded by negativity, I try to be healthy but my homelife is not positive. I even tried to fast a few times, only to hear my mom state her worries. This is ironic coming from a woman who has both asked me if I get enough to eat when I try to take control of my eating and has told me I eat too much. If I didn't know any better, I'd say she wants me to stay fat. Having very few friends around doesn't help matters. As much as I love my mom, I know I need to move out on my own eventually but I know my mom expects me to live with her for good. She most likely doesn't want me to get better because she doesn't want to be alone in her unhappiness. I thank everybody who reads this. I really need to talk about my issues more. I am truly glad fot this site and this group. I don't know what I'd do without you!!
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