I was diagnosed last march. I wansnt into my ED for very long, but i fell into it fast and fatally. I was put in the hospital for 2 months and then my parents took me from my bed in the middle of the night and drove me 7 hrs away to a residential. This place was horrible. I did what i could to get out, but then just lost the weight when i got out. I am slowly trying to gain it back now but not all of it. I did choose a healthy weight though that i can handle. My parents are the complete opposite of supportive. They yell at me and blame everything on my eating disorder. They tell me stuff like, "Y cant you just be normal?" and "Just eat god damnit." I went through a long period of wanting to run away or die. I want a great future for myself now, but my parents are still the same. They now seem to of gotten worse. They make me want to go completely let my ED take over. They tell me that i dont try and that what i do is not good enough. I hate them so much now and im angry that they dont understand. What do i do? im happy with what i am right now but my parent arent. That makes me unhappy. Im just so lost right now and i need some guidence. Please help me.
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