I don't know if it is a food addiction....I started dieting about 10 months ago and lost fifteen pounds healthily. Then I started going on binges....if I ate one bite of unhealthy food...i would punish my self and shove myself with food until i felt sick. Then when I got home from college....I wasn't binging occasionally...but 4-5 times a week. I started purging to make up for some of the binging...i have gained back all of the weight i lost. I am unhealthily binging and purging regularly. I feel out of control and really afraid that this is my life now.....i never thought i would do one of these things but i am sooooooooo desperate i can't live like this it is torture
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