I haven't done that in a long time. I've been seeing a therapist at my college but my last final was on Wednesday and I won't be able to see her again until the fall. It's been a really difficult week. I miss school already. It's the only place where I truly feel like I belong and am accepted. I love going to class and studying. This week has also been difficult because I've had a lot of nightmares and some more memories reemerged (I was sexually abused as a child). The memories were horrible... The worst so far, I think. It stinks because my summer is just beginning, and I was hoping to have a nice, fun summer for once. I also got into a huge fight with my best friend and feel very alone. It seems like no one cares for me. In other words, I'm dealing with a lot right now, and I think I'm heading for a relapse. What should I do?
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