last year i lost 140 pounds, mostly by being bulimic and anorexic, but i weighed almost 300 lbs, i was about 5 pounds shy. i was doing really well with the weight loss but then i got severely depressed and just started eating again like i used to, not just how much i ate, but also what i ate. while i was dieting i got sick at the sight or smell of any fast food, especially Taco Bell, and i wouldn't touch pop, now i'm eating that crap again and drinking mountain dew. then today i finally ventured onto the scale for the first time in about 2 weeks, i hit 200 again. i swore to myself that i would never hit that evil number again. i guess i'm just going to have to starve myself again and take laxatives, i can't weigh this much, it makes me want to die...
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