I don't really think I have too bad a ed. Recently I have started to make my self sick again. I am ok if I stick to my 3 slimfast bars a day but if I eat anything extra I purge. I don't know it makes me feel in control somehow but also bad because I am punishing myself for lack of control. Does that make any sense? Some days I will not really eat anything and somedays I get fixated on one thing. Today I've had four bowls of muesli with soya milk. So I am telling myself I can't eat for the rest of the day. I dunno what to make of it It's not like I'm hurting anyone with it yet i still feel guilty.
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