Hi,I'm new here, I have had bulimia for 7 years now, I had a good period of around 2 years, but since the breakdown of my marriage last summer everythings spiralled out of control again. I have a 13 month old son,and I want to be well for his sake, but I don't think I can live without my eating disorder. Ive been so suicidal lately, I slit my wrists 2 weeks ago and was rushed to hospital. I'm torn between wanting to die because I hate myself, and wanting to live because I love my son.
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