ok i just dont know what im doing anymore im out of control i feel like im loosing my mind all i can think about is food even when im not hungry i want to eat and when i eat i eat a very large amount i sit there craving food and i try to control it but i just cant... i always end up eating alot of food and then i go and throw it all up and then i go to the gym so i can burn of the remaining calories i just dont know what to do anymore im s0o0 scared of getting fat but all i do is eat a throw up im really scared of whats happening i feel like this ED is taking over my life !!!! im really really scared :'(
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