So I was annorexic and bulimic for awhile and I was able to sorta beat that down. I mean I realized how unhealthy it was so I made up my mind (with others help) to eat. Now I've gained weight and I can't seem to quit eating I feel like a cow and I hate myself. It scares me when people try to get too close, especially men, because I don't want to be noticed, I want to be invisible until I lose this weight, I can't handle this fat anymore. I don't know what to do, I feel like my only options are eat like a pig or wuit eating because I have never found that happy medium.
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