I'm freaking out right now, my boyfriend wants to take me out to dinner tonight when he gets off of work. I should be happy and think that it's really sweet and loving but i just feel like running away. It's been a really really long time since i've eaten anything in public, or since i've even eaten a full meal. I'm panicked right now, he doesn't know the extent of my eating disorder and i don't want to hurt his feelings by saying i don't want to go out to eat with him. I don't know what to do!! If i go out and eat then i know i'm gonna need to purge and it's been a week since i've done that, i've been trying not to. Unfortunatly, not purging just makes me need to eat less and less. I'm gonna have no idea how many calories are in anything at the resturant...i'm on the verge of having a panic attack, what should i do???
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