I kind of turned a corner the past couple of weeks, I was eating "normally". Ok still only having salad for lunch and maybe hit and miss with dinner when I came home after work but something has got inside my brain!!! Every time I looked in the mirror today or saw my reflection in a shop window as I walked passed I just saw BIG and my face just seems massive at the moment. We are due to go on holiday in a little over a week and I my other half announced he was not gonna to a big food shop (yes he does the shopping) and I simply said that that I was fine by me because next week is mega diet week cos I have put on too much weight. He just told me not to be so silly and that I look healthy again and that my figure is fine. So why do I not believe him?? Yes I know he is probably right but I cannot get the imagine of fat legs and face out of my mind. It is like I am willing myself to go into self destruct again. Does anyone else get like this?
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