I have ben thru different stage of disorder. I remeber in High school I would make myself tossed cookies. The when I graduated I start to starve myself. When people complain I was losing to much weigh I started to eat again but started to toss cookies again. Then Somewhere I stopped the cookie tossing and started to eat like there was no tommorrow and have gained 50 pounds! I still hide food near my bed, but I have some self control now. I am now ashamed of what I have done. Due to the cookie tossing I worn the enamel off my back teeth and the rest is senstive. Since I gain my weigh fast I now have strecth marks, ugh. Has anyone else struggle like this?
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