As i wrote yesturday i told my mom last night i didn't sleep the best. Had to go to work for 7 am it was aweful lol, anyways around halfway thru my shift i noticed my stumoch was grawling when a coworker pointed out she could hear it, so i was told to take my break and eat, so i had a donut.Then about 2 hours later i got so dizzy i actaly thought i was gonna pass out, i was taking an order and it must have atested about a minute cause the guy was really annoyed. I have gotten dizzy a couple times which is probaly expected if ya don't eat much. NEVER this bad. Also i haven't been able to sleep at all, i can't even look at my self in the mirror without getting depressed. I even almost slipped last night with cutting, i actualy kinda slipped but stopped myself.
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