Please let me know that others deal with relapsing after years of no problems. Its like my mind is palying tricks on me...some how all the old thoughts are back. This morning I was feeding my girls oatmeal...and then I went to go get myself some food. It sat in my bowl the whole time. It's like I couldn't eat it...the old thoughts went though my head...your fat...your ugly...you don't need food...you don't deserve food. Help! It's been so long since I have been in counseling...but should I go back? Part of me doesn't want to admit to having problems..I have been so strong for so long!
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