OK, so don't know how to rate this entry. Maybe Poop, but in a good way. So one of the things I struggle with is wanting to eat too much at night time because I haven't had enough emotional connection with people throughout the day? But when I am a healthy eater at night, and even don't have any wine the night before, and then the next morning before I go for a run, the biggest and best poop comes out. Really it's a SH**, but don't like to tell that to too many people that I don't know. But everyone here seems like family, sooo... That is actually a better feeling than binging the night before, but sometimes waiting for that awesome feeling in the morning seems like forever. Soo... just wanted to share that with the eating disorder people, that the morning often comes with relief especially when I don't binge. Funny enough when I do binge the night before, there is not pooping the next morning, it's like I am stopped up, and can't do it. maybe cause too upset with self to let it go. Anyway, just wanted to share. hehehe!!!
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