I am trying desperately to control my anorexia/binge eating. I cant stand the guilt I feel when I eat, I feel like I need to feel hungry so when I have done something "wrong" I don't feel as bad. I feel by not eating I am punishing myself. I don't deserve the food. I feel so much guilt in the consumption and over eating. I am now contemplating eating box of cookies. Why do I do this to myself????
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