I'm sure compared to some of you I would be cosidered a "newbie" at the ED thing. It's only been a year for me. But it is driving me insane already. I'm trying to face my issues with bulimia but now feel I am slipping into anorexia. In order NOT to binge and purge I'm REALLY watching what I'm eating. Normally I consume about 600-700 calories a day eating 5x's a day. Now I'm making the big meals ( break. lunch, dinner) equal no more than 100 calories per meal and my 2 snacks roughly 50. Plus I'm doing smaller bites and chewing everything to nothing. It's taken me 20 minutes to eat 1 1/2 cups of a salad already. And I still have more I should eat but I have to be at work in 10 minutes and still need to get ready for that. I hate my life.
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