Last night I went to a softball happy hour to try and stay social. I know I shouldn't drink because of my meds, but I always seem to rebel. I had two martinis. I got really hungry and since I don't eat bar food, I let myself starve. When I got home I devoured my kitchen. I not only ate dinner, but then 10 kashi bars and 10 large crackers. I feel so guilty today because I had been doing pretty well sticking to a "normal" diet. Please send some support this way. Why do I always self-destruct?
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