can't eat, I have become scared of eating again,I really do not know what the hell to do, tryed to eat yesterday, only got one mouthful and was ill,Its been going now for about 5 weeks, I have been to the doctors to ask for help, but because i am not under weight they can really do anything,I feel that things have gone toooooo far again and things are scaring me, I have 6 kids whom i love and do not want then to see me being like this again, i cant even try to eat infront of then in fear of being ill, i am so scared,
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