I'm SO frustrated! I've noticed lately that my self-esteem has really plummeted! I couldn't get through a piece in my voice lesson today without making a face or showing my frustration in some other way. I just feel like a total failure and I don't trust what people say anymore. People tell me that I'am doing well and that they like me and I don't believe them. I spend all my time trying to convince myself to eat. For instance, it took me at least two hours to get myself to eat dinner and I didn't do anything productive in those two hours. The only reason that I finally let myself eat was because when I stood up I realized that my pants were really loose and I figured that meant that I'm not too fat for a light dinner. I tired of feeling this way-I feel like I'm watching myself become a version of myself I don't like, but I don't know how to stop! Even taking my medication regularly is hard for me right now.
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