WHY! Why can't I just do it... stop purging and just eat. I know I need to I know I have to but it never seems to be enough reason to give it up. This is so hard! I don't even look like I have a problem then why can't I just do it.. uuuggghhh Is it really even worth it? AM I even worth it... I don't know anymore. Ed is such a part of me that I don't know how to separate myself from him. I'm just a tad frustrated to say the least. Sorry for the rant...
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