I see food and my stomach turns to stone. I beleive myself to be weak if I eat. I believe myself to be fat if I eat. I am not sure where this belief comes from. All I know, is it is slowly killing me. I know it is killing those I love, and yet i feign to not care. I want to show them I care, but I cannot show them with food. Is there anything else I can do?
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