All i ate today was 2 pieces of grilled fish and a 100 calorie pack for breakfast. Well, i worked from 4-10 and when i got work i was STARVING. So, i went and got some chicken fries and french fries from BK. I felt SO GUILTY ABOUT IT. I hadn't eaten ANY FRIED FOOD AT ALL since April 22nd and i regretted it SO MUCH. I made myself throw up right after I ate it :( I know it's dangerous and I shouldn't have...but 200 pounds is ALOT and I'm so sick of being fat. I feel bad about doing this, but then again...I feel SO MUCH BETTER THAT I DID. Someone, help me. Please. (feel free to read my previous journals)
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