so um.. i feel a bit strange asking this.. but have any of you ever felt extremely uncomfortable with.. having sex?.. im now back with my ex bf who is an amazing guy .. but since my ed has worsened i feel plain disgusting and very uncomfortable in my own skin.. he has been so great and understanding but i really hate making him feel unwanted or whatever..i havent really told him why i dont want to get too close anymore.. but when i see my body in the mirror it looks just eeeww.. so i dont exactly feel like sharing it lol.. he tells me im beautiful all the time and i know he thinks so..things between us were perfect before all this ed crap..but now im just so afraid of having anyone touch me..even a hug makes me anxious.. anyone ever felt like this or know how can i explain to him how i feel and that its nothing he has done wrong?..i feel really guilty for making him think hes unloved:( i have no idea how to say it and i know hes starting to wonder if theres something wrong..everything was perfect before this:(.. id really appreciate any advice
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