
Eating Disorders Support Group
Eating disorders are marked by an obsessive need to control the intake and/or purging of food. This community is dedicated to those struggling on the road to recovery. Join to discuss your experience with others and find support. Get advice, ask questions, and meet others who are going through similar struggles.

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i'v been dealing with bulimia for years but more recently it has taken a HUGE shift in my life...becoming more and more prominent in my daily life...over everything else...especially during this last week and a half almost 2 weeks....its the only way i feel i have any control anymore...i went to the dr's on the 1st and was told i had to be weighed as a part of the check in process...i tried getting out of it but they wouldn't put me in a room to see the dr unless i did it...so i got on the scale...and when i seen the number it sent me spiraling so fast....and i've been in this dark place ever since...i've gone all this time with nothing to eat...that is until tonight....i ended up losing control again and ate and ate and ate until i ate so much it made me sick...and even though i did get sick i feel disgusting...like a failure...i hate myself sooo much...why does my mind have to work like this?...i don't have anyone i can talk to about it...i feel so completely alone...hurting so much because i hate myself so much...
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they still refuse to let me anywhere near a scale.
its weird that they would know you have a thing about your weight and then force you on a scale!
i think they are mean.