Outside of DS, for which I am so grateful, I feel like I don't have a lot of support. I don't want to throw myself a pity party, as I have wonderful therapists, doctors, and a blessing of a husband. I just wish I didn't isolate so much and feel so much alone and like people on the outside REALLY understood. I really don't know what to do. I feel so down on life and the ED is raging in my head. Just felt like posting I guess, as I haven't really felt like writing in my journal today, which is rare, as I usually have a lot to say there, well everywhere, really. I just wish I could get out of this hell, feel better about myself, and lead a normal life like other people...
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