Have got it in my head that I'm going to start restricting tomorrow, and I know that is bad news. I know its because I'm stressed and worried about my weight and I know I shouldnt but its the only thing that lets me feel in control of things. It probably seems stupid but it feels like its all i can do. getting thinner is all im good at. sorry if this is pathetic or annoying or whatever. i just feel like i have nothing and no one and i want to fill the hole with something. ive been here before so i should know better. im sorry if this post annoys anyone. i am just so low.
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