Today has been a bit hard. I am overwhelmed with all that I am feeling. I am very just really upset and angry. Though I know how to deal with these feelings, I am having a very hard time dealing with them today. I don't know if it has to do with the anger that I feel towards my professor or if it has to do with something that is completely different than what I am really faced with. I searched for my journal and wasn't able to find it so I turned to food. I ate a whole banana split tonight and I want to go gorge some more food. Yet, I am sitting in front of my computer typing out words that are beyond random. My professor thinks I am lying about my paperwork for my testing and I kept telling him all weekend the same think and then he thinks I am freaking trying to argue with him over the matter. I just continued to say the same thing every time. I just don't get how he can assume that. I may very well be assuming on my end as well. It's so freaking hard dealing with my feelings.
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