My ed is back, I am doing things I never would have done before lick chew and spit, use lax's, take diet pills, etc... have been retricting and purging again. Now, I have lost 4 pounds in 1 week...and I am still sick. I can't eat without throwing it back up. I can't sleep because I feel so sick. I can barely walk wihtout falling on my butt. I am too weak to even get up most of the time. I just feel so low now. I am running out of energy to type even now. I used to be strong. I used to have muscle, but i have noticed it's faing into bones. I am so boney now that I can barely lay down comfortably. My hips bones not only stick out in the front, but are starting to on my sides and back. I can't sit in one position very long, because it hurts my bones. I have had so much cramping in my joint, I feel like the pain wont go away. I want to go to inpaitent but I am scared I wont get out in time to see my husband (he is in the army and coming home for xmas). Today I are a bannana and a veggie sub...that's it. And to think about food makes me throw up...I don't know what to do!
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