
Eating Disorders Support Group
Eating disorders are marked by an obsessive need to control the intake and/or purging of food. This community is dedicated to those struggling on the road to recovery. Join to discuss your experience with others and find support. Get advice, ask questions, and meet others who are going through similar struggles.

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I feel like giving up everything today. I've written in my journal and I feel a little bad coming onto the discussion board and offloading this here but that's what it's here for I suppose.
I really wish there was a big emergency button that you could press in the event that you just couldn't cope anymore. I can't cope. I can't cope with my life, with my debt, with my eating disorder, with my college work. I feel like I need to scream out and tell the world but there's no one to tell. The world is just trotting along being the world and I can't tell it that I can't do it anymore.
It feels like I'm connected to a big row of people with a big bit of rope round our waists and we're all marching along in the same direction but I've fallen over and I can't walk anymore but I can't shout out and tell them to stop marching, I just get dragged along regardless.
My debt came and found me this morning, well it's been closing in on me for ages but it's reached a point where I've got to pay or get kicked out of my flat. I'm so humiliated and defeated and frightened. I really feel like giving up.
I know you guys can't fix the problem but at least I can come on here and talk about it.
I really wish there was a big emergency button that you could press in the event that you just couldn't cope anymore. I can't cope. I can't cope with my life, with my debt, with my eating disorder, with my college work. I feel like I need to scream out and tell the world but there's no one to tell. The world is just trotting along being the world and I can't tell it that I can't do it anymore.
It feels like I'm connected to a big row of people with a big bit of rope round our waists and we're all marching along in the same direction but I've fallen over and I can't walk anymore but I can't shout out and tell them to stop marching, I just get dragged along regardless.
My debt came and found me this morning, well it's been closing in on me for ages but it's reached a point where I've got to pay or get kicked out of my flat. I'm so humiliated and defeated and frightened. I really feel like giving up.
I know you guys can't fix the problem but at least I can come on here and talk about it.
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hang in there, stay tough, you have the strength to keep powering through.
i have punched a pillow before, worked out, wrote in a journal, even took a nap... hopefully this will help and you will see that you are not alone!
You are not alone at all.