I know it's a bit obvious, but i just love sarah mclachlan's "angels". It is just beautiful.

I don't know if this has anything to do with your post but the song "Let Go" by Frou Frou has always been a trigger for me. It doesn't have anything to do with ED but it has this line in it "there is beauty in the brakedown" . That can mean two things to me 1.the beauty in the brake down of the song or 2. Beauty when you 'brake down' and I think that's how I take it. I used to run on my tread mill to that song on repeat, it's weird. When I hear that song, it always stirs something about me ED inside of me. Really not sure why or even if I'm on topic

Music stirs something so individual in each of us.

The Old Apartment by the Barenaked Ladies. Just...in the moments when I want to turn my back on recovery.

It is hard, because - honestly...I just want to enjoy the goddamn song. It hasn't taken enough from me that it has to insert itself into music as well?

courage and stand in the rain both by superchick

I like "because of you"(Kelly Clarkson), "Ask Me" ( Amy Grant)

I got myself a new one now it's called This Time by Celine Dion. It was actually written about domestic violence but dam these lyrics really hit home for me.

(verse 1)
one more hour burns
so scared of his return
that i can't sleep tonight
in this hospital light
what you call a tragedy
is just another day to me
for my heart beats with fear
as his footsteps draw near

the life i meant to lead
won't slip away from me

cuz this time is the last time
i know that my eyes have seen too much
this nightmare is not fair
and i've had enough
you break me, and as i bleed
you just say you're sorry
you call this love
but this time your lies
are not enough
this time

there's nothing left of this
your whispered words and empty threats
rip away the seams of what i though this would be
the last thread has come undone
to reveal what i've become
another victim of a poison love

i've been afraid for years
but that won't keep me here

cuz this time is the last time
i know that my eyes have seen too much
this nightmare is not fair
and i've had enough
you break me
to just say you're sorry
you call this love
but this time your lies
are not enough
this time

what remains a mystery
you can not have the best of me
so i'm taking back
all you took from me

cuz this time is the last time
i know that my eyes have seen too much
this nightmare is not fair
and i've had enough
you break me
to just say you're sorry
you call this love
but this time your lies
are not enough
this time

Transparentme, I love Sarah McLachlan's songs, I can't believe I forgot that one on my list.
Also, "Because of You," and that's weird cuz I usually don't like that kind of music.
Redhouse, that's exactly what I was talking about- you're right on topic.
These are good. Keep em comin!

"After All" By Dar Williams


My favorite parts...

"Go ahead push your luck
Find out how much love the world can hold
Once upon a time I had control
And reined my soul in tight

And it felt like
A winter machine that you go through in life
You catch your breath and winter starts again
And everyone else is spring bound

And when I chose to live
There was no joy its just a line I crossed
It wasn't worth the pain my death would cost
So I was not lost or found...

When you live in a world
It gets into who you thought you'd be
Now I laugh at how the world changed me
I think life chose me after all"