I am facing some awful things with the beginning of recovery, I am trying to recover from anorexia but im finding it way too hard. I was put on a food plan and ive eaten absolutely everything in sight, packets of biscuits, chocolate, cakes. I just cant stop. I wanna starve again because i cant stick to a healthy diet. Im gonna put on so much weight and I just cant deal with it. I dont know how to stop this never ending binge. i purged when i ate anything before with laxatives and diet pills but I dont wanna do this anymore. I dont wanna live anymore.
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