I don't want to live anymore. Not like this anyway. My step-dad cheats on my family and thinks that we should all be begging him to come back?! My mom were fine when he left and now he says that he wants my mom back and its stressing her out and thats putting stress on me. My mom told me once that it was my fault that they were fighting. IF HE LOVES HER THEN HE SHOULD MOVE BACK IN BUT HE STILL TEXTS HIS 19 YEAR OLD GIRLFRIEND WHEN HE IS 35! I hate him. I love him, but I hate him. I get mad at myself if I gain one single pound. I used to not care about that kinda stuff and now its all that I think about. Why do things have to be so hard? My cutting thoughts are coming back and I don't know what to do with myself. I can't talk to my mom. My friends will think I'm pysco it's just so hard. I don't know what to do with myself..
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