I guess I've been struggling this year but for the most part the eating disoder was under control except for the couple months were I was using amphetamines to fast. I've recently crashed again meaning I'm hindering my progress by going back to old coping strategies that aren't so healthy but give me a reason to get up each morning. Fasting again because it makes life manageable in the most unmanageable way. My e.d counselor tried to help me with some other coping strategies but I'm stubborn and too depressed to try. I don't think she'll be happy with me on Monday but this is all I have to deal with the out of control feelings and sadness. I haven't posted here in more then a year, so please be nice.
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