I am trying recovery once again for the fourth time and not sure if i want it anymore... I am not that into it. but i need it. *sigh* I am have had my ed for about 8 yrs now and I wonder if I am ready to give up what i always thought i had control over but the truth is its controlling me. we think we can control ourselves but really it controls it in the long run... i guess thats what we have to face. am i ready to make this step...??
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