i think i'm a failure. i just wanted (for a short while) to be healthy and happy. now i'm convinced that my worst nightmare has come true. i'm a compulsive overeater and i'm just going to keep eating and eating and eating and never stop! i don't want to be like i was, but i don't want to be this either. i'm terrified. i'm so disgusted with the way i look, but i eat anyways. i don't know, i just wanted to get this off my chest. i am soooooo scared i can't even find the right words to describe the level of terror i'm feeling.
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