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Ed needs a kick in the HEAD

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I just need a moment to vent. I am at a point, yesterday and today where I am so darn p'ed at Ed. I don't generally express anger as it was not an "acceptable emotion" in my family of origin. But today I am pissed. Ed is really out of control. He is interfering in EVERY aspect of my life, in my sleep and awake. I want, need and deserve a break from this demond. He is making me physically sick, emotionally sick and spiritually sick. So for this moment, today, I need to say ED... HERE IS A HUGE KICK IN THE HEAD Get out. Tommorow I may not be brave enough to keep him out, but today I say good ridence
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I see your kick in the head, and I raise you a fist in the mouth.

Good riddance, indeed!

I'm glad you're having a day, even just one day, where you can say this. Maybe you can build on it and make it more.
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Celticfife, I see your fist to the mouth and raise you a kick in the... groin.

Ed doesn't deserve you.
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Good for you, girl. Anger is good. I was raised like you and it took me three years of therapy for my first anger episode. And boy it was a good one. I cussed and screamed and cried for 15 minutes in group. Afterwards I kind of collapsed. But ever since then I try to tell people when I'm angry at them in a civil way. But with ED you never have to be civil. So maybe tomorrow you can tell him to f. off. I'm proud of you.
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ok We have a kick to the head, a fist to the mouth, a knee to the groin and I will add, let's see...how about an elbow to the ribs. If we keep this up we can kick the S--T out of ED. Let's do battle.
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I know exactly what you mean, i wish it would just leave me alone even if it was just one day, i need a break from this mental and physical torture!! stay strong, good luck, keep kick your ED down one day he might not get back up again xx
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