im angry. im seriouslu f*ing angry. i was on a roll for the last week or so.. not obsessing over weight or anything.. but its like the minute i turn on the tv or walk outside triggers are EVERYWHERE. every single girl i know in this last year has magically shrunk in size.. its gotten to the point all females have issues with body image. were all so paranoid. we all want to fit the same ideal. anti wrinkle creams. hair dye. make up. fake tan. underwear ads with girls who are clearly NOT NORMAL in size. you have to buy this. you have to look like this. you have to dress like this. if you dont YOU ARE NOT GOOD ENOUGH YOU ARE NOT BEAUTIFUL. if you dont already fit the ideal you have to fake it. in the end its all about MONEY. there are fat business men sitting behind their desks laughing at us stupid paranoid consumers and how easy we are to manipulate into handing over our money health and sanity just because they said we should. every single one of us who starve ADD TO THIS. WE ARE THE PROBLEM. models all fit the same shape. skeletal. and these are what we call MODELS? what we should all aspire to look like? WE INFECT EACH OTHER. when i was thin i used to have girls say to me all the time they wished they looked like me. and why was i so thin in the first place? because I looked at someone else and wished i could look like them. why did i WANT to look like someone who made ME FEEL LESS THAN THEM. so i could make others feel less than me? what a great cycle to be a part of. its all about MONEY. make everyone paranoid. make everyone afraid. then spread the word around and POOF we all buy into it. its sick. its disgusting. AND YOU AND ME ARE PART OF IT. rant over.
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