today is not a good day at all...my ribs and chest hurt so much because of all the purging i've been doing...my anxiety is all over the place....i haven't eated anything today yet all i've been to the bathroom several times trying to make myself puke....i have no one i can go to...my therapist is still on vacation....she has given me her cell number to call a while back when she was on vacation...and i have used it when i needed to ...but i try so hard not to...especially now...she's taking care of her and spending time with her family.....i have no friends i can talk to about it...no one in my family is supportive...this is too much...i haven't thought about cutting...which is weird for me...but i have thought a lot about dying...i feel like ed is screaming through my mind...and i want to make it stop...i don't know how...
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