Hi, I have not posted in this group before but have had lots of issues with food in the past. I am 5ft tall, went down to 6 stone and a size 0. I had lots of personal issues going on at the time. I feel as if my life is getting back on track but the problem is that I am eating reasonably well and I absolutely hate myself for it. When I wake in the morning and look in the mirror I see nothing but a fat face. I have made myself (the past two days) revert back to getting a salad a lunch and nothing else cos I feel as if I am putting on too much weight but today I have gone into binge mode and I absolutely hate myself for letting myself down, I should not be eating like this. I need to lose the weight on my face. I hate it that I have been eating, absolutely hate it.
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