I lost my daughter almost four years ago. She was murdered at only 14 months old by a man who was supposed to be taking care of her. Her own father. SInce then I have been in a huge downhill spiral. I have always been a little heavy set. But now. Dear god I,m over weight bad. I eat to fill a void. WHen i,m sad. I eat. When i,m angry, I eat. when i,m lonley i eat. Yeah I got a pattern their. I have no drive or motivation to exersise. I accually most times don,t care how fat I am. then the rare occasion comes when I do care. I don,t know anohter way to fill the void except with food. It is my quick fix. Would someone help me. Guide me. I,m a good listener. I learn fast. I just need a guide. someone who has walked in my shoes.
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