I was wondering if anyone feels overwhelmed by the fact that their ED may get better at times, but they can never outrun it. I have had either anorexia or bulimia for the past 13 years and when i was younger i always envisioned that i would be able to break free from all this chaos and move on. what i have found though, for me, is that it always crops up and takes hold of me in a way that makes me feel so powerless. i know some people have "recovered," but is this really possible, or do you think it's something we will have to deal with every day for the rest of our lives?
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