So i'm at an unhealthy weight, i'm 5'6 and am 185 pounds. the problem is that just eating healthy and working out i wasn't seeing results, so i tried to starve myself for a while. i'm hypoglycemic though, so i had to keep eating small amounts. at this point i'm just fully disgusted by food. i know i need it, so i eat just as much as i need to keep my blood sugar from being too low. the only thing that makes me keep it down is knowing that if i don't i'll need to eat more later. i feel so guilty all the time, like eating makes me weak but i have to eat anyway. to top it all off i still haven't lost much weight, so i obviously can't go back to eating more or i'll just gain weight again.
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