After being on a downward spiral for the past 2 weeks, i have been snapping at everything today. I was sitting out the back and a bird flew on the ground, I wanted to just grab it and break it's neck. I feel i am loosing my sanity. I just want to go crazy and break things and just scream. So I popped a few valium and drinking a few vodkas. My mind is getting a little rest. I'm just over it all.
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