i have finally accepted i can't do this on my own and am seeing a therapist on thurs and am very scared. I have been doing terrible recently and lost more weight than even i wanted to. people have stated saying i look too thin rather than i look great. i think this is the kick up the backside i needed. i now instead of wanting to get better need to get better.i don't want people to find out and the only way to do that is to stop. I'm worried what he's going to say and worried about letting someone else in. My husband is so happy cos now it won't be just him knowing this, i worry tho cos i think he thinks i'll be magically fixed. Every time i think of telling someone face to face i panic. I'm not going to chicken out tho. I can't do this anymore i need control back.
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